Pop Goes the Weasel

Another long day, work, idiocy at work, blah blah blah.

Today would have been an even 900 kcals.  (Which I blame on the 420 fucking calories of vanilla and pomegranate cashews I ate.  Fuck those things, seriously. Minus those two packets of nuts?  I'd have been at a respectable 480 kcals for the day.  I could have been proud of that, happy with that... But noooooooo.  I just HAD to eat the fucking cashews.)  

In any case, I would have been at 900 kcals...But then I was overwhelmed by how that was TOO MUCH FOOD OMG, and decided puking was the better option.

I'm not proud of that. I didn't want to resort to throwing up.  I just... I need to be more careful.  I need to be more realistic.  Under a 1,000 calories is still a caloric deficit, I should still lose weight, and there was no need to go and puke.

Are you convinced yet?  Yeah, neither am I.  It was way too much food... "Realistic" can suck my dick, I want to delete myself.